Female Monologue—Contribution #1
From Evidence Not Seen by Darlene Deibler Rose
This is the true story of Mrs. Darlene Deibler Rose, a missionary held in a Japanese prison camp during WWII.
I know this is not a true monologue by Josh’s definition, but I’m going to ask that it be considered anyway since it’s got a fair amount of dramatic potential. I really like this one.
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Late one afternoon of a day when I had not been interrogated, I heard laughter and animated conversation filtering in through the bars of the transom. I thought, “Hey, I wonder if that isn’t the girl who was in the office the day I was brought from Kampili. She was kind enough to deliver the housecoat to Margaret. She sounds happy. Now who around here could make anyone happy?” Curiosity impelled me off the floor. I felt delight that someone was happy and longed to witness it, even if I couldn’t share it. I climbed to grab the bars and pulled myself into position. There on the ledge was a knife! By sheer effort of will I hung on, my scalp crawling. “Dear God, where did that come from? Who put it there? When? Could it have been while I was in the hearing room?”
I slid to the floor, thoughts of happy people completely blocked out. Who? When? Why? Were my captors expecting me to commit suicide? Then they wouldn’t have to continue the interrogations—all those ridiculous trumped-up charges. Or was that knife put there as evidence that I was in contact with someone on the outside who had brought it to me, and I had hidden it there? I tried to remember all I had heard and read of Kempeitai dealings with prisoners, and a score of other possibilities paraded down the halls of my mind to be considered and explored. I planned to attack the guard and attempt an escape—oh the possibilities were legion.
I stretched out flat on my back and breathed deeply, trying to still the nauseous churning of my stomach. “Lord,” I prayed, “I need counsel. Should I hide the knife? If so, where?” No, they would be sure to search the cell, and there were no hiding places. If they found the knife, my problems would be compounded. “Should I wait until dark and throw it out into the courtyard?” No good. They would be sure to find my fingerprints on it. My fingerprints were all over that door and window. With extreme care, using the skirt of that wonderful all-purpose dress, I cleaned the bars, the transom, the doorjamb, and the window ledge. Then on my knees, with my face to the floor, I explained that whole hopeless situation to the Lord. With the telling, quietness invaded my spirit and I began to worship the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, the God of Elijah and Daniel, the God of miracles. “Lord, if You could open the Red Sea to deliver Your people from Egyptian tyranny, and if You could send Your angel to shut the mouths of lions that they might not kill Daniel—then, Lord, it is nothing to You to remove that knife. Thank You, Father.”
For three days I never left the cell. No one came or went without my notice. None could have reached that knife without a ladder or without my hearing. Late in the afternoon of the third day, I crawled up to find an empty ledge. The knife was gone!”—and Father, erase all memory of it from the mind of whoever put the knife there.” He did just that, bless His holy name. I didn’t even try to figure it out. I just knew it was the Lord. I let God be God, and truly believed that with Him all things were still possible.